A friend in need is a friend indeed

Friend... how would you define this word? Having a bunch of good friends whom you can enjoy with or a person who doesn't leave you in thick and thin situation in life? It could be anything. Depending upon the people you meet in your life you will surely have different meaning of this word FRIEND. My personal experience didn't have much of a good news about this word, pretty bad scenario I went through. People would say time changes people so you need to change accordingly. I don’t think that is a good way. If you meet someone and become friends, I think it’s better to give some respect to the relation. Frankly speaking I never passed by any of those who people say you can trust your life with. I don’t blame anyone of my friends because of that. May be there was problem from both the sides or many I was wrong may I expected more from a friend. Expected to stick around and have the same friendship in long term. Well I think my expectation was too much for them. Well I am here to share some of my feelings..!! 

I am a very shy, reserved person. I never used to go up and speak to any one new in the crowd. But people usually like me when I do mingle. There was times when I used to sit in the corner of the class and when my classmate used to come up and speak to me. They were nice people warm hearted sweet caring persons. I don’t mean I had bad experience all the time. I do happen to make good friends but because of school changed we split up.  All are closed to my heart I don’t really show it them may be that why I don’t know. I love them all whole heartedly and I do miss them too. But as you grow up it’s really hard to find true friends, people used others for their own ways. Once that is done they don’t really care about the so-called friends they make in their life in their past. Life teaches you a lot of lessons. It depends on you whether you want to learn it or not. Every turn in life teaches you lessons. I have learnt my lesson in life. Don’t open your heart too much people will mistake it for a garbage can. Don’t expect trust from cheap people it is a very expensive. My past friends in life taught me lessons to be mean and careless to others. They would say it is just the way of life and that is how you will survive. I don’t believe in those may be it works for them but being truthful to me and being honest to my heart is more important than anything else. They do hurt me but I will find my way out. I know one day they will surely think of me once and surely talk about me. That they won’t have any bad words to utter about me.