What is right???? What is wrong?????

Everyone says believe is the first seed of everything. If you don’t believe or trust, performing an act is quite impossible. But the question arises, whom do we trust? The higher authority? The mass? Or the general surrounding? I know one would give me straight answer, trust yourself, and do what your heart says. I am in pretty much dilemma right now. One day, I decide to stay and face what comes across, the next moment something comes in and shakes me with fear of the possible bad outcome. No one is nobody’s friend or no one is nobody’s person. Trusting anyone and everyone will definitely hurt me at the end. Everyone knows that and I am sure of it.

I used to say proudly I do have a strong instinct which gives a hint of everything. But I am not quite sure yet. It is a sad scenario. I want to believe the person and I want to take shot at my gut and check it out, what worst can it do right?

Sometime am not even certain what am I afraid of? May be what people will think of me? Or maybe I am too careful to screw up my responsibilities which I know I have a huge one and I can’t deny it. Having said that and gone through many people across the walk through, should I believe the experience or should I believe the novice authority. But it is about me, why should I leave it to them to decide?

A moment comes by, I feel I should stand up proud and do what it takes and then sometime gets on the way. What if I decide and turn out to be the wrong thing? What if I take a decision and collapse all over my face? Elders do tell us all the time learn from your mistakes. But how far can we live with the mistakes we do and more over how much mistakes do we have to come across to learn lessons? We can learn from others mistakes but other might think that is a mistake but what if a situation comes in where we feel that is not a mistake. Do we leave it just like that? Nobody wants to do mistakes in life. Sometime it happens without our knowledge. If we don’t know it is a mistake then how do we not do it???

I hope rather wish if I could just see or know things around ahead; see the result so we can decide accordingly. But then there won’t be surprises left in life. Life would be so predictable and so boring. Everything has its own consequences but this uncertainty sometime frustrates me.

I think I should believe my guts and listen to my heart and should stay back and see what happens. I can’t have all the fruits in the world and I can’t take a bite from every fruits which come along.

I hope I decide well. Wish me luck...!!!!

Decision Of Happiness...!!!

It has been a really long time I wrote something down, every time I start writing things comes in between. But anyways I think most of us face the same situation all the time. So today I decided to sit down and jot them down.

I have been thinking about our lives, juggling between work and home. In between these two chases are we really happy? Are we really sure, what we do is what we really want to do?

Well anyways, maintaining a personal life and professional life has never been easy.  But I have come across the dilemma of deciding whether to continue the same path of my career or to choose something else. Some do say that all of us come across a phase in our life where we know and take final decision on what one wants from life, more like a life decision. But how accurate that could be, I wonder.

We come across and meet different people in our daily life and experience new and interesting stuff and learn from it. But if we continue a same path will we be able to see a something new on the same path (directing to our career choice). What if we decide to do something else today and later down the line of 4 to 5 years if we want to change?

Will that affect us? It is out of reach for my curious mind and i would say that people spend a life doing a monotonous work and some live to explore and in search of new interesting thing. I hope it is all good and happy and all followed our passion in life to stay so long in the same line. Well I don’t know about it, at least as of now.